Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind....

bought the dvd for the show'Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind'.. I'm telling u, check this show out... I personally feel its really gd... although the plot is like really twisted, the hearterning moments are when Joel (Jim Carrey) realises how much he still loves Clementine (Kate Winslet). As he relives all the memories, good and bad, he realises how much she means to him and slowly trys to stop himself from forgetting her... When left with no choice, he finally accepts his fate... but being a show from Hollywood, as usual, alls well ends well.... Won't mind watching it again... really gd...  kinda think of myself in that situation now... really wish i could erase all the memories the last relationship... but maybe, i'm still remembering it for a reason... be it a lesson or just cruel fate, i guess there is only one thing to do... Suck Thumb and carry on... Met up with Jeremy yesterday and even this guy, who has seen me through most of my worst moments,tells me that i'm still not ok... I know that but i guess Sherlyn is right... I just need more time.... Time to put on that fake smile and hide behind my pillow... Boy do i feel like a mascot....